Friday, January 14, 2005
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song writing
below is a random song writing piece of us. we shall edit it and make it into a song.COPYRIGHTED. =P
"it was never you and i."
"like the feeling of my olfa cutter over my hand...what a wonderful world that would be..without you.."
"get lost..i will be much better off without you..everything is over..no..it never started..you're not important anymore"
-screeches-
"i bled. i teared. i am so torn in between this puddle of emotions"
i shd have know you.
you played me, you betrayed me, now i've turned, turned my back on you
"i should have known you....you disgusting little _____ (fill in blanks..lol)
who issit to blame
bitch?
don't cry, don't come begging for me, im closed my doors
"i've been through everything for you..you took it for granted..you kept me waiting..you gave me false hopes.."
"i thought it's all worth it but i'm wrong."
"is time to move on"
you abused all of what i felt for you, you made me a puppet of your show, now it's
where are you when i needed you.
leave me here to rot.
no i dont think so.
" you played me like a fool."
i will show you.
i'll make you weep for me, i'll make you bleed, i'll make you want me, then i'll walk away
the scars will never mend, you've gone too far, now i'm bruised, with infinite hatred
" i look at my own reflection and think to myself. what have i done wrong to deserve this...all i wanted was to be loved. you left me all alone in this puzzle of love"
"stolen glances..secret notes..emotions hidden deep down. now washed away by your hurtful words"
i walked the other way, i kept away the love, i hid my fears, i tore myself apart
you never saw the person i was when i loved you, you began only to see who i became when i turned away
"you lied.i tried to believe you over and over."
this unfixed p uzzle, left by the walkside, kicked aside by you. i'm here without you, i need you no more
i'm a better person without you.
loving you made me realise it wasn't worth everything i've risked and gave
what is it suppose to mean when i see you with other boys/girls
stop filrting it wont affect.
you played with my mind but i never cared
"waiting for you is like hoping for rain in a drought. miracles do happen but it never did for me."
dont lie.
tell me the truth.
"i don't wanna love anymore."
you drained my life, now i'm torn, torn apart by what i see, i see lies of your love to me
played. like. a. blind.fooll
"but i still notice you in that summer glaze"
i see other girls wrapped in your arms, i see you whisper love nothings, i see you look at them, the way you never looked at me
AH
I M TIRED
tired of the stupid lies.
those stare you gave me.
"i took a step and walk away from this vacant hall of love"
torn and raged, i collapse into despair
fuck you bastard, you've turned love into hate
now i've found someone new, someone far superior than you.
i see the green in your eyes, i see the wanting, i see the pride that tumbled
i wait no more, i weep no more. she lovees me, you didnt
//[iNgRid] song writing. period. says:
dont cry cos he left you. it's his lost he didnt see.
dont tear, dont be a fuckin sour grape, go find someone who will love you more than i did
"i thought we were meant to be..but u proved me wrong."
"i made a wrong step and now i'm tumbling down"
she makes my life complete, she worships me
life would be so much better off without love.
"you heard my prayers..you heard my cries..you heard me but you never answered."
"you were there...with someone else.."
knowing you is my misfortune.
you didnt care, no you didnt. you threw me around, a wooden puppet, you played with my mind
love made me blind
"that pain in my heart. you never knew
that love in my eyes..you never saw
that silent cries from me. you never guessed."
you didnt knew i where there for you.
i'm stepping away from you, i'm never coming back, say your last goodbyes, we're still friends
what do you know?
i'll forever be here, but i'll never love, the way i did
"i wish for the best"
it s hard to forget.
"i wish for you. i wish that that day will never end."
i wish i could forget you.
"but all fairytales came to an sad end."
hard to hate, even harder to forget
get out of my mind.
now you're but a chapter in my book of history
"you kept me hanging on to that very last hope"
i'm tired, i'm weary, sometimes i think, i think of you
i shouldn't
"i still misses you. i still want you in my arms.
but you never gave me the chance"
i break down, i cry, but you're still absent
this is my song, for you larry.
"that emptiness in my heart."
every night i dream of you.
"no one can replace that part of you in me."
why do you keep appearing
"my words..for you. maryjane."
i will hang out with my friends.
hoook up with some other guy iin the club.
gimme a kiss hunny hunny..LMAO
" all along i've been waiting..waiting to fly away. the misery in this world."
it's crazy, how abruptly you've entered my life
you stole my pain, and kissed my fears
"the strangers around me. the mistakes i've made. the ups and downs"
"i'm hopelessly reaching out for that gate to heaven"
so many faces around, only you i remember, vividly
i saw you and i knew you would be mine.
" everything will come to an end soon"
i watched from afar, you told me you liked someone new
"there i'll be in that freedom of love"
i got torn apart
but never did i knew, that someone new was me
you left me here thinking.
" the clock has stopped. the lights went off"
we daren't hold hands
we couldn't resist
"life is nothing but a stage to me now"
it seemed like it started out a long time ago
all alone.
"we put on the masks..we act differently..we lied..we cheated..we tried"
in the dark..
it seemed like it was meant to be
the world is spinning.
i m giddy.
til finally you're once again in love with me
i'm flushed from flattery
do you care.
i couldnt believe my senses
i couldnt be hearing right
" the castle begins to dissolve"
u where this close.
"the dreams once there is now gone"
you love me
he didn't
was it on purpose u sat beside me.
" i had myself holding on"
compare, i couldn't help but compare
what are your motive of talking to me.
and then turning away.
compare perfection to hell
" everything that starts must have an end"
the fears still kept within
ii miss out everything.
moments of him came back
i was thinking of my ex
i was notcing watching.
" i hear the voices..telling me to stop..telling me to drop the thoughts"
i stopped loving
i stopped thinking
but i didnt move.
why compare?
i was afraid.
" i trembled..i feared..i craves for the truth"
you're but the best i ever had
" i turned around and found you there..."
i couldn't ask for more than the love i found in us
i couldn't ask for more than every glance i take at you
issit lust or love
i couldn't ask for more than what i'm looking at
"everytime i steal a glace at you..you seems to be thinking of something else"
everything i am perfected for, is right in front of me
" you ran away from my love..i did everything for you."
we'd sit in silence, we professed love in silence
can i know what are you thinking.
"i kept to myself ..i hide away all my feelings..i buried all my fears and put my trust in you."
i couldn't hide what i felt
let me enter to your world.
feelings outraged
the world was set aside
the masquerade was over
you stood at my door
" i thanked god for finding you yet losing you is killing me"
"we gotta concentrate on us..our flame of love that is still going strong in my heart"
my world changed in a split of a second
this issssssssssss
a head ache
1:53 AM
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